Day 10

Let's try this one more time shall we? lol
I almost had this blog entry completed when my daughter's cat decided it was time to turn off the computer lol.

This one is Subtitled: Updates all around!

This posting will be in 3 parts

Part 1

OK so just FYI, so you guys know I am not at a stand still on this whole thing, Amazon just sent me an email a few minutes ago telling me that my order of 3 off my books off of my wish list have been shipped.  These books are about the first steps I will need to take after my year off, how to attract and find the right woman basically.  obviously sense I seem to attract a few head cases lol I need to attune my attractions to some one more suited to me, either that or I need help better recognizing when a woman is actually attracted to me instead of waiting for her to throw herself at me LOL.  When I receive the books I will spend a few days reading them before posting a review and pics of them, as well as links to purchase them on the fan page.

Part 2

Although Sunday's sermon had nothing to do with love, relationships, or v-day it did have an important lesson that I did not know had really impacted me till today.  It was about letting go of the past and forgiving the people who have wronged you.  Today I was reflecting on this and the prayer we had after the sermon, and I realized just how much of an impact it had on me.  I have managed to completely let go of the ex wife and the crap she put me through lol.  seriously a weight is off my shoulders, I just don't care when I think about it.  I forgive her I realize that she must have had a pretty bad messed up childhood to be the person she is today, and it was not her fault for how she acted or what she did or what she continues to do.  I hope that one day she will learn to love, and that she will be happy and healthy, and that maybe one day she can patch up the relationship she currently doesn't have with our children.  I hope that she one day can be a healthy part of their lives.

Part 3

I have noticed the view counter slowly climbing each day and I do hope that does mean I am getting quite a bit of views.  I have managed to defend myself quite well against those who are nay sayers. and even managed to politely correct a woman who hid an insult in a joke on the video I posted on YouTube that began this whole blog situation.  I also have managed to discuss in emails, IM's DM's, and Chats with different people and have discovered that I have even managed to touch a few lives, other people I know are staring their own similar projects like this one, making promises to themselves and isolating themselves from the situations to they can formulate better habits.  To know that my life in some way has inspired some one else to better improve their selves is a blessing and warms my heart.

So to you who reads and does not subscribe, to you who finds what I say an inspiration I wish you all a sincere blessing of hope and luck!  I genuinely pray that any one who gleams insight from what I put here will succeed in their endevors!

Good night friends!

-365daysnowomen