Ok here we go day one,
Of what you might ask? NO WOMEN! Lol
Now before you ask, no this does not mean I am going to “switch teams” It just means I am tired of the drama, heart break, etc.
My plan during this break is to keep a log about what I have been doing in order to accomplish my goals, sort of a progress report as you will. I do not know if I will have the time to do this daily, my obligations to my children do come first, but I will do my best.
So in order to re-center myself, in order to have some me time, to discover who I am again, to see if the old me still exists or if a new me has taken his place :)
For those who may not know, I was married for 5 long, dramatic, troubled years and I haven't been the same sense. I have unsuccessfully tried my best to get over my ex. Every relationship I seem to find leads to even more disaster. Although I do hope to take this journey drama free I would not be surprised if an Ex or two made an appearance on this blog to disrupt my plans. I can think of one who is THAT vindictive lol.
GOAL:
To see if the hopeless romantic is still alive with in me
To figure out who I am exactly
To better prepare myself for a one day healthy relationship
To find some inner peace inside my soul so I can properly heal
To learn to recognize when a relationship is bad or is doomed and to get out before I get in too deeply
To learn how to fall for the RIGHT woman
In order to complete these goals I am going to have to do a bit of soul searching and research. All current obligations that I have made aside, no new projects will be undertaken until this goal has been completed a year from now.
Reward:
Besides a healthier me and better understanding of myself, I will also find some sort of reward, some thing I will have plenty of time to think about lol.
Sincerely,
365daysnowomen
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